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When i tried to talk to my birth mother about this she just came up with this idea i just wanted money, which is not true! The only time she brought for me was xmas and birthdays yet my brothers were spoilt rotten with every new toy that toys r us made! but i was never bothred about toys or new clothes i was happy walking through the woods picking flowers with my nan or cuddled up with her watching tv she didnt have much money and brought for me when i needed something (school uniform, shoes, clothes) and only brought for herself what she needed and this is how i live my life now i dont want material possesions or loads of money its not needed and it could never make me happy! I just want a mothers love and affection and just someone there to share mother daughter moments and i just find myself constantly looking for this and needing that kind of love.